asmythoughtschange

Daily situations resulted in this blog.

Heartless

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After all we’ve been through

the same shit you do!

Fuck this relationship

fuck the regular lies from your lip,

Ink you spill from one to the next

its no wonder frowns, vexed.

You’re all the same

playing the love game.

I will leave your thoughts open,

your heart drowning, sunk in.

your thoughts, your feelings

your cares, I cared, now who cares

…heartless…

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09/16/2013 Posted by | poem, Poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

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If I had to pay
How would I know if its real
Pay the price for love?

Not interested
I, challenged with emotions
Will not pay a price.

Conditionally
My heart shows too much feeling
Love….I paid the price.

08/11/2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

A little Haiku

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Loved you with my heart
Just to give you everything
Til death do us part

07/08/2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Who

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Who can I run to
To fill the void that was left
Replaceable…..you

05/23/2013 Posted by | Haiku | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Forgotten

I’ve forgotten….

I’ve forgotten how it feels to be loved.

04/15/2013 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

My Title

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…blank…
as my thoughts change

mind thinking
thoughts changing
pencil sharpened
ink spilling
happy heart
heartbroken
full of love
empty
confident
clueless
a new leaf
history repeats
motivated
driveless
…blank…
again

as my thoughts change

04/06/2012 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Haiku #11

The night awaits me

Restless, cranky, and tired

He’s here to hold me.

02/09/2012 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Fallback Friday

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Friday nights mean nothing
phone on, but doesn’t ring
come Saturday, stressed and worried
then blow me up for apologies
claim to understand and know
that isn’t what actions show
instead I sit here and wait
for a call out of New York state
I could go out or make a call
trying to be strong through it all
lonely Friday night
wonders why I’m ready to fight
It’s called fallback for a reason
he falls back for the evening…

01/27/2012 Posted by | Poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Random thought

Once you lose someone, because of no one, you’ll regret all you’ve done.

01/20/2012 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Man’s best friend.

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If I were a dog
I’d be your best friend
I’d jump up and down when I hear you
Wag my tail excited to see you
Run around in circles waiting on you to come thru the door
Lay in your lap while you rub my stomach
If I were a dog, I’d be so loyal
I’d protect you
I lay next you and lick your face
Come to you when you pat your legs for me to come
Bark if someone came close to you
I’d bite someone to pieces if they hurt you
And then when its time for you to goto work
…I’d protect what’s yours…
Laying on the floor with my face in my paws….sad…waiting on you to come home….

01/08/2012 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

A lil thought

I’m jealous of the bed
that supports you at night

12/22/2011 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , | 2 Comments

Queen and Me

Lonely, me and queen

fabric covered springs beneath

black sheets cover me

12/22/2011 Posted by | Haiku, Poetry | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Empty

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Empty without you
My prayers will soon be answered
Emptiness, no more

12/22/2011 Posted by | Haiku, Poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

My quiet moment

Standing here thinking
Wishing and reminiscing
Water, hot as can be
Missing how you touched me
Leaned up against this tile
Arms crossed
Needing your smile
Tinkles over my spine
Down past my behind
Tears drip on my breasts
Seeing soap suds,
Sliding down your chest
Heat feels good on my skin
Soothes my tears from within
Music in the background
Disguised sniffing sounds
I imagine you bathing me
Close
Kissing me soft and slowly
Whispering in my ear
Telling me how you feel,
It’s what I want to hear.
…I wish you were here…

10/22/2011 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Come Back

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Lonely, is so hard
I miss you, come back to me
Baby I need you.

10/19/2011 Posted by | Haiku | , , , , , | 2 Comments

I don’t know what to call this…

I don’t ask for much
All I want is him and his touch.
I’m not ready yet, to let go
My feelings for him, I know they show.
There’s not a day, he’s not on my mind
Space separates us along with time.
I want to give my love
There’s nobody else I think of.
My body is going insane
Offers all around, “ma, what’s your name”
I smile and keep it moving
Proud, but sad cause I feel like I’m losing.
Why did I find love so far away?
What could I have done different for him to stay?

10/19/2011 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , | 7 Comments

Alone

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A tree stands on ground

Surrounded by air alone

My hearts like that tree.

10/03/2011 Posted by | Haiku | , , , , , | Leave a comment

   

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