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Daily situations resulted in this blog.

Heartless

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After all we’ve been through

the same shit you do!

Fuck this relationship

fuck the regular lies from your lip,

Ink you spill from one to the next

its no wonder frowns, vexed.

You’re all the same

playing the love game.

I will leave your thoughts open,

your heart drowning, sunk in.

your thoughts, your feelings

your cares, I cared, now who cares

…heartless…

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09/16/2013 Posted by | poem, Poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Never Again

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The look in my eyes

to the curve of my thighs

You can look, search, and try

But another me…you’ll never find.

A heart full of love

With every word-away you shoved

Your love, all I thought of

Today, I’ve had enough

I smile big now

Confident – I remember how

Don’t confuse it with a scout

Taking it slow, not lookin for vows

Always tried my best

Stood out from the rest

Listened through your chest

Like a coward, you left the nest

Waited like a fool

Let you twist and turn me like a tool

Tried to sit and keep cool

I’ve drowned in a tear pool

Love can goto hell

My heart clammed up in a shell

This lil fairytale,

I lived to tell…..

One mans trash is anothers treasure

The next will be beyond measure.

06/08/2013 Posted by | Haiku, poem, poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

Changes. ..

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I wonder in my mind
What is it you’ll find

A resemblance of me
No, never, but maybe

Will you be content
Or just to an extent

I needed you
How could you choose

…leaving… left…gone
lonely mornings at dawn

Can’t help but think
If this could change with a wink

Its not that easy though
Our loves at a plateau

05/24/2013 Posted by | poetry | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Gone

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Bedroom walls echo
Empty, alone, missing you
Whispers…. disappeared

05/22/2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Life

I
Just
Want
To
Scream,
Kick,
&
Cry!!

10/11/2012 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Suicidal Thoughts

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At this moment
LIFE flashes before the eyes
Is it worth it?
Headaches
Meltdowns
Heartbreaks
Let downs
Cheaters
Liars
Deceivers
Users
Losers
Loneliness
Love
Hurt
Debt
Neglect
Embarrassment
Intelligence
…if the trigger is pulled…

None of this is worth my own life.
The stress will pass.

Need help call 1-800-273-8255

11/01/2011 Posted by | Sharing My Thoughts | , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

   

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